Thursday, May 6, 2010

a fresh start

fresh start...its funny how free you can feel when leaving or ending something that you know wasn't right for you; not bad, but not right. its not really sad, its maybe a little happy, but more its as if a weight was lifted off your back. a release of tension, stress, anxiety...for me it was a cloud of negative energy that when i left, just blew away, almost as if it was never there. that's how you know you made the right decision, no regrets, no sickening feeling in the pit of your stomach wondering if you did the right thing. i breath in, ahhh deep breath of fresh air :) instantly i know ive done the right thing, no regret, no bitterness, no hurt; just open to new...new start, a fresh start. sometimes in life we have to agree to disagree...its really not always worth the fight, really. i have no negative thoughts about what was, for there is always something learned. but i am hopeful for the future...